aku happy !

epy gile ak . waaaaaaaaa! dis is not what i expect to be . rase mcm ak mimpi jerhhh .

terkejuttt gile ak . oke . ak tgh on9 then ttbe binatang bernama nyamokk xbole tgok ak dk diam agaknye . ske sgt ci0mm ak . hohoho . then ak pegi laa nk amekk ridsect . ak sembur blekk smpai nk abess sekeratt btol . hahahha . puas aty ak . arap2 sume da mmp0ss ea . oke back to the story . then ak dduk blekk,,ak tgok ad org txt ak dlm chatbox . punye laaa ak celik mata luas2 . haaaaa . amekkk kauuu . ap lg ?? mcm baru dpat duit jt0whh dr langit . hehe . akhirnya setelah kesedihan yg melanda atas ak kebelakangan nehh,Tuhan payed me back n God lend him for me tonite . then i believed that Tuhan xkn bg kita harungi ujian yg berat2 diluar kemampuan kte . sumenye ad hikmah . ak bersyukur  =)

ingt lg x guy yg ak admire uhh? oke . bwah nehh . sambungan cterr yg sblom nehh .

selamat menonton  =)

Mr.M : assalamualaikum . uittt .

Ct Niesa : wasalam . =)

Mr.M : sori psal potong queue thun lpas . da lme tp baru nk mnx maaf .

Ct Niesa : s0keyy . xde pape laa .
Mr.M : nape xtido lg ?
Ct Niesa : xngntok lg . lgpon tgh gastrik . hehe
Mr.M : laa yeke . xmkn ubat ? susu ke
Ct Niesa : xske mkn ubt . susu tme breakfast je . mlm sy xmnum .
Mr.M : dh tu klu skt sgt2 mcm mane?
Ct Niesa : tahan jela . if xtahan sgt sapu mnyak angin je .

Mr.M : ct???? niesa????

Ct Niesa : hmmm . npe?

Mr.M : nk pggil ap ? ct ke niesa ?

Ct Niesa : ikowtt ske laa . xkesaa

Mr.M : kwn2 dkt dngun pggil ap? kebanyakan nye pggil ap ?

Ct Niesa : kdg2 ct . kdg2 niesa . yg slaluu ct laa .

Mr.M : nk pggil niesa laa . family  pggil ap ?

Ct Niesa : along or ct . hehe .

Mr.M : xpela . pggil ct jela

oke . bwahh  nehh adalah smbungan dr dialog kt atas uhh . pnjg lg sbnarnyee . tp xingt . hehe

Mr.M : x wajib pg pn .program bercakap2

Ct Niesa : ouhh .well done . lgpon dkt ngn umh an 

mr.M : ya . x de la jauh sgt...sori lambat rep. g toilet sat . sy xske ble sy tgh on9,,org ty sy tgh buat ape???serius ke??? 

Ct Niesa : hehe.serius.dh tuu.da tauu sy tgh on9.buat ap ty lg

mr.M : mane la tau on9.tp tgh men game ke.ataupun tgh on9 tp tgh nk upload gambar ke

Ct Niesa : hehe .yelaa2 . ikot ckp u.

mr.M : haha . okay . aloo .jgn la mrjk pulak ea 

Ct Niesa : eyhh . mne ad .hu3

Mr.M : ct......... 

Ct Niesa : yew musss.hehe 

Mr.M :  :(  :(

Ct Niesa : alaa .npe cdeyhh ney 

Mr.M : got to go .sori

Ct Niesa : ouhh .sokeyy

Mr.M : we cntinue later k

Ct Niesa : just go on

Mr.M : olrait .tke care k

Ct Niesa : oke .no hal .u too tc

Mr.M : insyaAllah ur gastrik should be better

Ct Niesa : aminnn .thanxx

Mr.M : amin .welcome c u soon .tdo awl tau

Ct Niesa : oke .nite

Mr.M : bye2

Ct Niesa : salam

Mr.M : dadaaaa.......ok nite tooo

Ct Niesa : bye2   =)

You're the winner like a bullshitt .

Well......fakk on u boy ! ufhhh . kauuu ske sgt saketkannn hati ak ann . im just dont get it . wats wrom wif u huh??wats ur prob dude?? u wanna make a mess wif me? come 0n . kte sume da bsarrr oke . jgn laa buat prngai mcm budakk2 . ak xphm kauuu . ap mksod kauu . ap niat kauu . ap kauu mao .

i dont wanna get through diz . im sick enuf . fineeeeeeeeeeee . u win for what u want . im facing all diz alone ! no one noe .(tp da bce nehh means korg da tao la ann) . im tired . really tired for all diz . hopim God might t8 me back . dr dulu lg ak xmao telibat ngn bnd alah(cintan cintun) nehh pon sb nehh laa . byk bnd ak kena pk . nk kena jage aty org . org lukekan aty ak . ak yg sdeyhh . ak xbole nk njoy ngn mmbe mcm salo0o . my movement gotta limit . i cant do what i want .jika ini ujianMu ya Allah,ak redha ;)

boy,u've put me in diz hard situati0n . then u nk blahhh g2 jerhh? snang kowttt if g2 . anyway.....thanxxx a lot for doing diz to me. if nehh yg ko nk ak rasa,,tahniah . ko berjaya!!!

Enuf is enuf oke !!!

OMG !!!

ak ase na nanges sgt2 . hukhukhuk . tatau nk buat ap lg . oh God ! byk nyeee pr0b ak skunk nehh .

npe laa ase cm shiall jerhh kebelakangan nehh . sejakk ak blekk umh nehh mcm2 jd .
xtahannnnn . if i could make an option,i might cho0se not to face all this kinda shittt . its hurting me . hurting my heart as well . im just dunno whom should i blame this all for . is it myself????

i cant make any decisi0n rite now . im just blurrrrrrrr . feel ' like' im just taking a drug . hell yeahhh !

im lost . i dont wanna hurt anyone .  ak nk akhirkan bnd nehh ngn cara baekk . xma0 mna2 pihak terluka . bia ak je yg terluka . ak xkesaa . asalkan org sekeliling ak epyy . tuhh p0nn da ckup utk ak .

im now in the middle . tlg laa Ya Allah bg ak ptnjukMu . tnjukkan ak jlan yg bt0l .

pd ssiapa yg bniat na men2 kan ak tuhhh . stop it . enuf is enuf . im nop interested in ur game . just play all by urself . fakk it off . if kehadiran kauu dlm id0pp ak hny nk men2 kan ak . i tink ure the l0serr ! if ko xsiyess,,im much much more than u are . u want me to follow ur steps?? ** soe tp ak follow blog org jerh.hehe** kauu na tnjuk belang ea . nk tnjukk kuasa veto ke ap??bole blahh bhaiii . 

TALK TO MY HAND !!!

p/s : ak lagiii sggup id0pp sens0wm . much much better .
n one more thing is my f0n ilangggg . arghhh . siallll gile . fakk it off .
manyak gile maaa pic dlm tuhhh . cekciii2 p0n ad . oh God !

plzzz dun do diz @ me !

ak ase mcm na pecah jerhh pale otak ak nehh . adoyaiiiii . why does it happen to me????

serabaiii pale ak . sumpah !! bkn nehh yg ak nk . oke . i tell u what . . was he just a sweet talker a.k.a player or he is truly saying the truth??ingt lg x ak cter sal dak u ak yg mnx na cple ngn ak tp ak xsmpai aty nk reject uhh?? haaaa . die laa nehhhh . frankly tonite i just noe not to0 much but a little bit b0ut him n his feelim f0r me . n its really driving me crazy . kdg2 ak terrrpkir jgk mamat nehh saje na ayat ak kowtt . biase laa an . laki mmg ske guna ayat2 gni bagaiii . im just dunno what should i do . n how to act when it c0me to this . just read these ;

                "xad alasan atau sbb yg jelas ble kite jatuh cnta . cnta melahirkan rasa kasih syg,cik siti ".

                                          "sy tau awk tkot . tp cinta perlukn risiko syg"

                        "setiap insan perlukn teman . da itu suratan awk . sy akan bahagiakn awk ".

                                                  "awk,sy syg awk . sy akn jaga awk ".

       "sy akui dulu sy player . utk tackle gurl sng je bg sy . sy mnx mf . tp awk len dr yg len .tiap kali sy    

besama awk snyuman mudah terukir dibibir ini "

" lau awk syg sy,awk lyak utk tgur sy ap je yg sy buat . sb sy pon syg awk "

"mne ad ganggu sygku . 24jam/7hari smggu masa saya utk kamu . fhm? "



he's just to0 nice t0 me . ak tatau ap harus ak buat . Ya Allah berikanlah ak ptunjukMu .

tp ak xcntakan die . im just kagum n terharu sb die baekkk .
(gedikk sgt ke ak ) bhahahaha . . .
tp mamp0sss laa an . just wait n see . xsemudah tuhh ak bole time guy dlm id0pp ak . ak nk test die dulu.

serabaiiii pale ak -_-

ae nehh ???

hmmmmmm . . notim much . xde klass . da tuhh xblekk lg . . so0o0o,, lpak lm blik arhh . lyn cter vampire diaries . hohoho .then bout 3pm ena sur0 ak tman die pegi ngn arep amekk beg fath kt p0ly . fath na td0ww cni katanya . nsebb bk arep uhh jnis xbekira mne . bole jerhh mnx tlg . then ak,ena,cheq ngn geng2 arep pegi bndar . ena ajak kar0k plakk . ak pegi jerhh . tp xj0in . xmnat kowtt . hu3 .

mule2 stat mas0kk pon da ase peninggg sial . bauuu asap r0kok . gua xleyy bauu asap r0kok bhaiiii .

ufhh . ak p0n pk . nk pegi ke xnk . nk mas0k ke xnk . haishhh . xma0 ms0k tp ena ngn cheq da ugut . kal0 xms0k diorg xma0 kwn . pdhal di0rg cil0kk ayat ak . cibaiii si0tttt . arep plakk asikk tarikk tgn ak suh ms0kk . xbole nk lari ak .so nk ke xnk tepakse laa ak ngn mcya msok dlm tuhh . ms0k dlm uhh plakk xsmpai sejam kt0rg dduk . then ttbe pr0tt ak meragam mnx bantuan . hohoho . SUPERMAN ak mne??

gastrikkk bhaiii . haishhh . shial bt0l ase . bkn skt ckt . . skt byk2 . nk guling2 p0n ad . mcm lm cter industan uhh . besttt kann guling2 g2 . huahuahua . xtahan gile . then arep nmpak ak skt . die pegi belikn roti utk ak tp ak t0lak . malo0o0 . segann . then kt0rg pegi mam kt rest0ran nearby . da la ak tgh skt . then nasi plakk pedass gile . haaaaaaaaaaa . mamp0ss laa ak kjap . nk jlan p0n xbole . then skali lg arep tlg g belikn ak minyak cap bap0k kapak . sighhh . ak xbole terhutang budi ngn org . wla0pon xseberapa sgt pet0longn die . mlainkn die uhh bf ak baru xpeeeeeeeeeee . if bf ak ponn ak susa nk time . siyes .ak pulangkan blk minyak uhh die xma0 terima . aiseyhhh .

tepakse jgk ak time tp ak bg kt mcya pgangkan .

anywayyy . . . thnx dude !

then lpak2 ngn diorg smpai kul 10 lbeyhh . amekk gmbar laa hape laa . diorg p0nn da nk gerak blekk klantan . diorg drive . ak jgk yg tepakse nek bus ngn mcya . whats shocking me rite now is one of arep's frens just pr0posed me to be his girlfren . baru jerhh kowtt die mnx no ak . ak ingtkn saje je sb kwn . sb mmbe die yg len p0n ad no ak . tuu pasal ak anggap biase je . tuptup die txt ak ckp da stat rnd . lg laa ak buat2 bngong ak . tah hape2 ak mngarutt ngn die. ufhhhh . da laa smlm mmbe ak skola lme p0nn mnx nk cple jgk . tp ak t0lak ngn cara baekkk . yg nehh p0nnn . xsmpaii aty ak nk t0lak sb die baekkk sgt . then i decided to just being fren for now . knal aty budi msing2 luuu . . lekkk luuuuuuu . xbole g0poh2 . kannnn . sndri ma0 ingt haaaa .

p/s : mlm nehh ak tdoww ngn lenanya    ;)

thnx guys . . .

Ct Niesa sakaii shial ! ;)

heyyyy ya !

hepy . hepy . hepy . hepy . hepy . hepy . hepy . hepy .

haha . sakaii pale ak . smpai xbole tit0w smlm . dkt ngn kul  5pg baru bole tit0ww . aiyo0o0o .

sumenye gara2........ahakz ! this guy yg ak admire tuhhh . guess what ! die add ak . wawawawa

s0nok xtekate laa ak . oke . i tell u what,,dulu ak add die tp since die xapp(myb da lme xon fb sb asikk blaja chemical romance engineering die tu je) then i decided to cancel my fren request . ak just sent a message thr0ugh his inb0x but yet hes still got n0 resp0nd .i said that i wanna b his frens . then semalam die mimpi hape tahh(basah x . har3) rep message ak tuhh

  Mr.M : awak yg blaja kt uitm dngun tuu ea ?

Ct Niesa : yupp . potong queue . ingat ea ? hehe

even its just a  simple words but then ak epy gile kowttt . plus,dr die plakk tuhh . tp ak xma0 appr0ve die lg . bia kann dulu . tggu lme2 ak app laa . bkn xma0 . no f0n die p0n ak da ad tp ak jerhh buat senyap . ak amekk ngn classm8 die(act bkn ak y amekk tp mmbe ak). malo0o0 dowhhh tetibe gurl na ayat guy . mcm desperate sgt . mmbe2 ak sume mara ak sb da ad no fon die tp xjalankan tugas . ckap snang derrr . ak xpnah buat kje gile gni(ingat ak na mer0mpak hati laki ke hape) .

but 4 now ak na buat biase2 je ngn die..i mean na knal die as a fren dulu . sbg langkah berjaga2 k0t2 die da ad awexx . instead one day im truly hopim he might be mine . just like this.......

p/s :hopim a miracle n my dream c0me true s0oner . asap .

am i that strong enuf ?

Tidurlahhh mata . . .

Tenangkan hatiiiiiii . . . . . . . 

Jangan diganggu fikiranku yg celaru ini sehingga aku menjadi seorang manusia yang lupa pada waktu . . . . .

Sukar ditafsirkan namun aku ditimpa hujan yang meresahkan hati aku . . .

Aku hanya insan biasa yang xboleh lari dari merasa saat2 yang sukar . . .

Ketika ini izinkanlah aku Ya Allah yang maha penyayang lagi maha mengerti agar aku dapat secebis kekuatan & kebahagiaan . .

Izinkan hambamu ini utk merasakan kebahagiaan yang aku idam-idamkan . . .

Ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!

bengongggg . ta0 x bengong tuhh ap ????

bengang laa ak ngn sorg guy nehhh . xtenang jiwa ak na id0pp . smpai cara na bace yassin pon lupe(eh eh . tpo0o je). mkan sdappp tp xkenyangg . mandi basah jerhh tp bile kuar dr toilet a.k.a. jambantan keringgg balekk.adoyaiiiii . im just wondering why certain guys kal0 die sukekan sorg cikaro tuhh then ble cikar0 tuhh xsukekannn die................then die tr0sss tarik muke 14. na gad0whh segala bagaiii . same goes t0 me . memanggg ak sakit aty gile ! xpepasal na mrahkan ak  . ak xsuke ak pny psal larhhh . ak da ckap ngn cara baekkk an . bkn ak rject n ckap bnde yg bur0k2 psal engkaw la sial !!!!! haishhh kal0 ik0tkn aty ak yg panas da lme jerhh ak pegi semb0rrr atas muke . ak da buat ckt pny baekkk prangai dgn kaw . es2 kaw buat muke taeeiikk plakk dgn ak . belagakkk hebattt ke ap ? mcm cibaiii je . what the hell huh !!!xpuas aty plakk . u talk like a bullshitttt . son of a bitch . haishhhhh . saje an na suro ak buat d0se hari nehh . da kurang pahala ak (forgive me 0h God ).

ak bknnye suke sgt nk ckap bur0k2 psal org . maki hamun gni . bkn stail ak . tp tuuu laaa an . saje buat ak mrah . bapakkk bengangggg ak kal0 gni tr0sss . ak xske buat jhat dgn org melainkan org tuu yg stat dul0o0 carikkk psal dgn ak . budusssss pny oramm . kaw memanggg kuang haj0o0 . kal0 kaw buat bebaekk ngn ak,,,xde laaa ak nk maki hamunn gni . ak baekkk sbena0nye . hehe . (gua angkat bakul semdiri mehh ) . lu manyak kec00o0hhh maaaa . haiyaaa .

da la ak nehh mmang xde mo0d sehari dua hari tiga hari nehhhh . rase sdeyhh je manjangg . ad 2 bnde dlm pale ak yg bl0m setel lg . n pale ak pusim penim pon psal 2 eko mslah  nehh la . arghhhh ! ak ase na nangesss sesangattt . need sum1 to lend me a shoulder rite now . really gotta bad feeling . pluus,lecturer BEL260 plakk kena tuka . schedule pon dda brubah . xbest jerhh schedule baru . sengal !!!
Ya Allah tenangkanlah hatiku saat ini......

Dissapointed

its really makes me disappointed . badly disappointed . tp na buat cne lg an . da mmg from the begining that feelim start to growth without i realised its happened . hmmmmmmmmmmm . da xbole na buat pape lg da .
im just noticed that for todayyy n its a little bit shocking me . cant believed that . not a little bit but a lot of .
hes smokim . what a beautiful day for me to noe that . nmpak muke mcm baekkk tp smokim rupanye . spe yg tg0k mmg konpem xpcaye die smokim .act ak ta ske laki smokim but sinced hes the one n the only one(dunno till when) that i like.........huh . had to accept it as well instead kalo laki len mmg konpem ak rject sb smokim .ta pecaye dowhhh !!!!! ak lpak ngn mmbe kt dpan uitm lpas abess modul then nmpak die lintas jalan then pegi beli air nearby . suddenly Mai(my ex-room8) ckap.....

"ct,die ishapp shoshok shushu" hahaha . (ayat tuhhh act mmbe kamcengg ak y reka) sb xnk org len ta0 . geng2 ak jerhh y phm .

okehh . back to the story........mai nmpak die pgang kotak r0kok . ak pon nmpak tp mcm xma0 pcaye sb xsangka die g2 . then ak usha die btol2 . huh ! mmg konpem bt0l . die kuar utk smokim then die mas0k balekkk dlm uitm pegi cafe kowtt . sb nmpak cm die mnuju kearah ctuu . hadoiiiiii .

anyhow,there is still nothing that might goim to happen between us yet . im wif my this sucks life n he is wif his own life . need to do some researchs n learn more bout him .

My reasons ?!@#$%^&*/

0o0kehh . . semalam ad org ty ak soklan cepumas kowttt . soklan y xpt0t ditanya pd ak cz im just dunno how to xplain it briefly . seriously . . . adoyaiiii . ligat kepale ak d0k pk how to answer it .
act xde laaa susa mne na jwab soklan tuhh tp ak xske org ty ak soklan tuhh . im tired enuf to answer that quest . ufhhh ! ad dak laki nehh ty ak...............knp ak smpai skunk xcple2 lg . he asked me whats the biggie probs for me wif that . seeee . . cne ak na jwab?? penimmmmm(org klateyy kata muta palo itik) .
ak just jwab ap y ak rasa ak pt0t jwab jerhhh . n the rest........only me who knows better why it is .
      bawah nehh jwpn ak...............................................................
1) ak ase da bosan na cple
2) ak tk0t dikecewakn lg
3) im not that enuf strong to face all the possibilities that might commin
4)its really hard 4 me t0 belives in mens w0rds
5)its just like my nightmares

im just hoppin that my heart will open for any men that succeed to makes my heart melt sooner .
act,,since almost 2year im being single nehh . . bosan plakkk time tg0k org len cple . jelesssss pon ad oke .
grrrrrrrrrrr . . .

i used to be that way.....

ak penah mengangankan die . ak penah mengangankan die jd mlik ak . tp skunk ak harusss menghentikan angan2 ak tuhh even ia hanya utk sementara . senyuman,pandangan mata die n gerak tubuh die sumenye buat ak bahagia .. tp biar ap ponn y terkandung dlm aty ak,ak tao die bkn utk ak . all this kinda things i should throw it away . even more far away . biarpun harapan ak tggi melangit but then  ak tetap tunduk dihamparan bumi ini . ak xmao kecewa ja0h sekali utk terluka . cz i realised that if only hati kte bersatu,,lukanya maybe amat perit andai kte xbersama . i noe i was nobody 4 u . all this while im owayz dreaming n even bermain2 dgn perasaan ak sndri sedangkan ak pada dirinya sekadar teman yg baru dikenali . kita masih asing . kita masih jaoh . tp ak y teringin dekat denganmu . maafkan ak . ak y sering mengharap,ak y terlalu menginginkan . salah ak sb selalo0o berangan instead mengindahkan keadaan kita . sedangkan awk.................tetap jao0h . im the worst at all n i think its still not to0 late to say that ill step backward b4 anythings happen that will makes u laugh at me rite??

                                                 

and for those certain guys,,,uffhhh . its really hard 4 me . aduhaiii lelaki y xnk fhm,izinkanlah sy pergi & lepaskan lah sy . bkn sy xnk terima tp perasaan tuhh mmg xde ! kosong . maafkan sy seandainya suatu hari nnti sy terpaksa pegi n buat awk terluka . forgives me . im begging .

Bufdayyy Gurl . . .

haishhh . hmmm smlm ak xsempatt kowtt na cterrr sal the whole dayy of mine .

ngeh ngeh ngeh . ptg smlm about 4 o'clock ak,mai,mcya g mcd konon2 nyeee na celeb bufdayy ak .cehhhh .g mkn2 then lepakk kt bndar jp shoppimm2 cr barang . . seingat ak(kalo xhidapp alzheimer laa) dlm kul 8lbh kowtt baru ktorg smpai balekk uitm . even dlm keadaan ujan yg agak xlebatt mne tp tetap ujann jgk . ktorg men aci redah jerhh pegi night market . ntahh pape kannn . na cr buah-buahan pny psal . on diet laa ak nehh katakannn . berattt mmg konpemm nek ble balekk uitm . tatauu laa npe . mknan cni xde larhh sdap mne ponn ( bole jela kalo na telan) but then selera makin berrrr +  . hehehe . tidak patik tahuu dimana silappnye . sume mknan patik rembatt jerhh asalkann nmpakk sdapp mate memandangg walhal tatauu lg btol ke x sdapp nye oke. ak cterr plakk ap yg jadikk .0n the way na balekk uitm tuhh mcya ckp ngn ak Que(dak laki yg nk usha die) na jumpe . na kasi something kt die katanyeee . maka patik dgn berat hatinyaa dlm keadaan hujann sebegituu melewati lorong gelap yg berhadapan dgn sebuah taman cahaya katanyaa . na jumpe kt c2 . ak sebena n sebtol nye mlas na pegi sb jaoh then ujan plakk tuhh . mlas laa na basah2 nehh .

ble smpai jerhh kt c2 mcya ckap Que suro tggu jp die nk solat . beberapa saat kemudiannn ak terrrdengarr org menjeritttt n menyanyi ." Happy bufday to you..happy bufdayy to you..happy bufdayy to Ct " " sweet 19 Ct " huaaaaaaa . ak terkejuttt gile sioottt . . tetiba kuar then jerittt . spe ta tekejuttt an .ak terharuuuuuuu biruuu tahap gabannn . mne tauuu koranggg na buat surprise bufdayy party utk ak !!

ak punya laa terharu smpaii ak nangess tatauu na ckap ap .im speechless seriouslyyyy 4 god's sake !!! makeup tuhh xya ckap laa an . mmg da konpem abess trokk . bia kan jelaaa . mamposs laa an . hahahaha . da xkesaaa . smpai hatii mcya ngn mai pakat ngn geng sakaiii yeee .adoiiiii . im crying 4 a few moment . susa nk stop kowtt . air mta asyikkk kuar jerhh .

terharu . happy . malu . sume perasaannn bercampurrr . then diorg kasi bufday presentt . ngeh ngeh ngeh . guess whatt . diorg kasi cd n dlm tuhh terisi dgn satu kenangan manis antara ktorg yg xkan bole dilupakan smpai bile2 . ak nangesss skali lg ble tgok cd tuhh . it was something different n im totally appriciate it . it gives me a lot of meaning between us..s0o0..tarikh 08/01/2011 was really meaningfull to me.bawah nehh kenangan kami bersama 4 the whole day . . .

 Cheese Cake

 i am 19 enuf !

 my bestfrens

 my best buddies

 my girls

nasebb baekk koranggg xpedajalkan ak
hahahaha

 thanxx mcya

thanxxx maii
p/s : thanxx to all my frens . really cant get this off from my memory .
LOVES U GUYS!!!!

Gila talak ke huh ?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .

thats all i can say bout 2dayy . mcm biase je . ae nehh lpak2 ngn mcya n mmbe2 ak yg len kt cafe .

then masokk blikk balik tgok cterr korea ngn mcya n mai . haha . were the big fans of korean movies .

spe lg yg ad cter2 korean please inform me !!!

td ak ase sengal gile2 . bengang kowtt ngn ex ak . dk kacaww ak . then he keep saying.......

" soe ea sb sy jd peganggu idopp awk "

huh ! da tauu xpe . tp ak mlas na lyan mne . ak just ckap blk yg ak xske die ckap g2 . but act mmg ak suke tp saje jerhh na amekk aty die . bkn ap . ak nehhh jenis yg baekkk n nk jage aty org .layan jelaa pa yg die na ckap even menyakitkann aty ak .hahaha. poyo derrr !

oke stop it . siyesss . ak bengang ngn die . dulu beriya2 mnx break ngn ak then now terrrhegeh2 kt ak balikk. xmalo0o0 ke . da ludah then jilat balik . ufhhh ! thats how mens thinking .

n the worst part is........tauuu die ckap ap???

" puki luuu....butoh "

vavi x ????? vavi an . sial gile jantan keparatt tuhh . kauuu laa puki sial !!!!

nenek kauuu puki . makkk bpakkk kauu mmg sial dpat ank mcm kauuu . ufhhh ! mlampauu gile kowttt .

kuang aja gile ngn ak . die ckap " soe,,gurauu jerhh "

gurauuu wakkk luuu !!! pegi mamposss laa . ad ak kesaaaa . da la xmalo0o0 mnx cple balikkk ngn ak

agaknye sb malo0o0 ak xterima die then na cover malo0o tuhhh by sumpah seranah ak balik .

go to the hell laa ! talk to my hand oke !

BULLSHITTTT !!!!

ouhhh . lupe.....btw,ak tekad na lupekan guy yg ak mnat tuhh . hmmm . seeing like im the one who like him that damn much . but then if die mnx na cple,,ak oke jerhh . still on . hehehe

p/s : h8 u like the son of a bitch .

happy yawww ! hehehe . . .

ak happy!!!!

ngeeee . . mcm budak2 an . haha . na tao ke npe . xpyh laaa .

na tao jgk ke ?? adeyhh . oke2 . ak cter oke . cter die gniiiii . . hmmm . hmmm . hmmm .yela2 saba laa . na cter laa nehh . hu3 .

tade pape siyez ponn act . td mcm biase na pegi  mkn mlm ngn mmbe ak . kn ak ad story sblom nehh y ak syok kt sorg guy tuhh .

haaaaa . mula2 smpai kt cafe ktorg lpak luu . then pegi order mknan . tp bapakkk lme gile kowtt tggu baru bole mkn . sambil2 lpak n borak2 ngn mmbe2 ak terrrpikirr jgk . . mne laaa guy tuhh . xnmpak biji mata die lngsunggg sejak msok part 2 nehh . mmbe2 ak jerhh asyik terserempak ngn die . ak xde chance ponn . nk jadikan cterrr . . . . mse nk pegi amekkk order tuhhh . dr jaohhh ak da nmpak sorg laki y muka sejibikkk mcm die . then ak pegi dkat lg . dkat lg . dkat lg . haaaaa ! mmg btol laa die . hahahha . so0o0o0 hepi sakan tahap gaban laaa ak . da lme kowttt xjmpe die since cuti sem lpasss . ak snyummm jelaa mmnjang . mmbe ak gelak teng0k ak . haha . nmpak ketara sgt ke??? mamp0ss laa . ak xkesaaa . ak hepi tahap gaban mcm Msia berjaya sumbattt goal 4x . hahaha . then mmg tuhan nk ak tg0k die lme2 agaknyee . die duk dpan meja ktorg . xde laa dkat mne tp ak bole nmpak laa . tp siyes lainnn kowtt muka die sb die potongg rmbut . nmpak smart & co0l .bhahaha . lagiii laa ak suke . then guess what ! ak xtgok die sgt sb tkot die perasann ak tgok die . tp ak terrrpandang sekilas g2 . . . ak nmpak die cm ckap something kt mmbe2 die sambil mate die tgok kearah meja ktorg dduk . then mmbe2 die sume pndang kt meja ktorg . but im not really sure psal ap diorg pndanggg . mmbe ak ckap was that meannnn............. tuuuttt** pk sndr ap . . haha . hopefully yeahh ! tah . ak tana letakk harapan tggi mnggunung sngat . nnt jatowhhh.........ak y merana . kannnn .

So,if btol......thnx God . . If not.....hmmmm . nothing to sayyy . SPEECHLESS.....

Btw,stdy stakat nehhh oke lg laaa . not bad . mcm hepi jerhh stdy . tp tatau laa an . ak nehh ikottt mo0d . time rajinnn xpyah spe suruh pon ak buatt . kne time angin monsun malass tuhh . huh . pk sndr laa ap .but over all........HAPPY!!!

yeahhhhhh !

P/S : mamposss laa an . na ckap ak gile ke ap . yg pentinggg ak hepi

tabah laa wahai hatiii . . .

ummphhh . . . sdeyhh btol ase . dr smlm lg mse mula2 ak smpai dngun ak da stat ase nk nangs . uncomfortable!!! dlm proses nk sesuaikan diri dgn keadaan baru . . da laa jlan kaki nk pegi klas blakk jaoh gile but then sokey laa sb bole bli beskal . tp unusual ngn room8 baru . sorg classmate ak n 2org lg senior part 4 . . ak bknnye kamcengg sgt ngn classmate ak tuhh . dlm klas ponn time prlu jerhh ak tgorr .
but thats not mean yg ak nehh sombonk . die bdak baekk ckt . ak nehh baekk jgk tp nakal ckt . hehehe .
mmg stat parents ak tinggal ak sorg2 dlm blik nehh lg ak da nk nangs tp ak tahan jerhh sb xmao diorg ckp ak nehh manje . n ae nehh pon ak still lg nangs . time parent ak call jerhh air mata ak tanpa ak pinta,,,,mengalir keluar . laju jerhhh mcm waterfall . adoyaiiii . nk balekkkkk bole x ? xnk dk cni .

maybe sb sbulan lbey dk kt umh n terrrrbiase . ak nk pegi klas besok pon ase xde mood lg . bkn ak sorg je ! mmbe2 ak pon byk prob ngn room8 baru derrr . . ad yg sombonk,kerek gile !!!! tp naseb baekkk ak pny room8 xmcm diorg . oke laaa . not bad . senior dak cos DIA tuhh oke jgk . td sblom die nk kuar die ty ak ad nk kirim pape ke x . haaaa . oke laa an? tp senior sorg lg tuhhh xtw pegi mne . xmasok2 smpai skunk . xnmpak muke ponn . xtw ap sb . ya Allah ! tlg laaa tabahkan hati ak utk menempoh hari2 yg mendatang yg penoh dgn cabaran . kuatkan semangatkuuu . agar tidak ak rasa keseorangannnn . im really2 sad rite now  :(