Siti Nurfatimah Khairunnisa bt Mat Rani !!!

kau kena kuatkan diri kau . terima kenyataan yg kau mmg comel ! hahaha . gurau jerhh . sory2 !

oke . siyes2 . . .

jadikan dia sbg 1 kenangan . kenangan yg penah buat kau tesenyum senang dengan tingkahnya .

mulakan idop bawu . tinggalkan dia sbg memori .

memori indah yg penah diciptakan utk kau merasa even for a short time .

this is ur fate . kau kena terima dgn aty yg tebuka

mungkin 1 ary nnt kau akan merasakan kembali saat2 yg bole buat kau tesenyum .

kau tabahkan aty oke !!!!

kau mampu mengatasinya . uve been through this before . n u made it .

so,this is just to0 easy for u oke syg ?

jgn nangs . kau xbole nangs lg .

senyum . yeah ! i have to smile even it was a fake one . for everyone !

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in the process of penyembuhan masalah hati

ookeyhhhh . mmg da lme gile ak x on blogger nehh . byk sial prob ak since these few days . ufhhh . ak ase tencen sgt2 smpai xbole nk luah dlm blog p0n !  ak smpn n pndam sorg2 jerhh . tade sape p0n yg btol2 phm ak . org tg0k ak senyum , gelak . but no one noe that i faked my smile . so that sume org tg0k ak epy . bia kan g2 . even dlm aty ak tade spe yg tao ap yg ak rase .

arghhhhh ! ble pk blek ase sial gile . sume nehh sb cinta . neh laa sb nye npe ak sggup id0p sngle 4 almost 3years. ble telibat jerhh mst ad prob . n my prob diz time was the biggest one that ever happened in my life 4 the 1st time . n i really cant bear it anymore . i just cant ! ak tersepit antara kwn ngn org yg ak syg .

both ak syg . n i hav to make a choice . prob ak act, both of them mmbe rapat gile . pegi memane pon diorg mst ad . bkn nk kata ak belagak or bajet tp ak kena jaga aty  2 2 . xmao sb ak diorg ptus mmbe . tp mmg diorg act da gado ponnn . smpai xbecakap xteg0r . haihhh . lemah bt0l ak . then  afte aksi gado2 n pjuk2 tejadi antara ktorg,at last sume oke . even da x oke mcm dulu lg da b4 ak tao both ske kn ak . oke . settle mslh tuhh .

now mslh len plakkk . adoyaiii . lpas satu satu . dh laa ak tgh byak ngn test & quiz skunk nehh . tencen sial !!!!

nk stdy pon ase xsenang . quiz pny soklan p0nn . ufhh . bapak susa . quiz xmcm quiz . da mcm test .

the other prob now showing is CT NIESA NAK KAWIN TEROS .

eyhhh . xlaa . kahkahkah . mslh satu lg pon ak tesepit jgk . ak da stat syg sum1 tp problemnye........................................ arghhhh . bia la . ak nk smpn jerhh . bia ak jerhh yg tao .

tp mmg aty ak siksa gile vavi . sdeyhh sgt2 . xtw nk buat kptsn cne . tiap kali behadapan dgn mslh nehh ak ase nk mam*** ter0s jerhh . xmao id0p lg da . tiap kali tuhh jgk ak ase nk nanges tp xtekeluar p0n airmata .

watever it is ak tetap kena kuat . ak xbole lemah . i have to !

even there is still no cure yet . i cant cure it myself . does it had been destined 4 me to face all diz ?

all alone by myself???  i cant rely on anyone .

Ya Allah . i cant face all this anymore . im hurting enuf . im not strong enuf . i beg U plez help me to solve this problem with the greatest ways eva .

SEMBUHKAN LAH ATY AK DGN SEGERA. . .

P/S : but somehow ak tetap epy jgk . sb on 16/02/11 ak bekesempatan utk berjumpa dgn Dr SMS a.k.a. Dr Syeikh Muzzafar Syukor . LIVE FOR THE 1ST TIME !!!  ase mcm xcaye jerhh ble dk dkat gile ngn die . ase bangga . tp xsempat nk salam . xsempat nk amekk gmbr ngn die . sb rmai gile . rmai yg histeria kowtt dlm dewan . hes my prince charming n my idole . nsem sial ! time die snyum....ufhhh . cair dowhh !
n one more thing is laki yg ak admite tuhh . tnpa ak sangka2 dtg dpn ak n tg0r ak . hahaha . tekejowttt gile .  best borak2 ngn die live g2 .

Di tagged oleh.............

"Once u have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random random, things, fact, habits or goal about you at the end, choose people to be tagged you have to tag the person who tagged. if i tag you, its because i want to know more about you, your cooperation is highly appreciated."

DISEBABKAN AK DI TAG OLEH 2ORG RAKAN BAEKK KUU(Farah Yusuf  & Gieyha) .
So0o,,,tepakse laa ak st0ry ckett psal dri ak . korg na pcaye ke x............TERSERAH .

• My full name gabungan oleh Ma + Abah + Nenek = Siti Nurfatimah Khairunnisa Bt Mat Rani .bole pggil ct~niesa~fatimah~. But more prefer to Ct sb rmai yg pggil g2 including my fmly mmbers n da terrrrbiase .
• Loves to make frens . peramah . caring . pndai amekk aty org len . ak diam tp ble diransang oleh org len utk buat bsing,ak akan bisingg . hohoho.
• suka pd kecantikan , kekemasan , teratur . means = xske bersepah!
• setia pd segala2nya ( frens/lover/family etc )
• kdg2 ak ske dk umh tp kebanyakannye lpak ngn mmbe2 yg 1 pale ngn ak.
• senang diserang oleh penyakit ganjil yg diberi nama FLU .(byk lg penyakit ak tp shhhhh ! )
• romantik tp xpndai nk tnjukk .  kahkahkah . kdg2 ak sorg pemaluuu(tade org tao pon)
• 10x org buat bk dgn ak.........100x ak buat bk dgn org tuu .
• bile da kecewa,ak susa nk pcayekn org lain lg da . ble da syg mmg ak syg btol2 .
• benci pd hipokrit + poyo + bajet baguss + playboy + kesedihan +
• stdy kt Uitm Dungun,Tganu. Dip.Acc In4mation System .
• masehh single n available . hohoho . sng jtowhh cnta n mudah frust.
• ske kalerr biru.putih.itam.purple.
• kwn2 ngn balak ak lbeyy utamakan kwn2 . soe yew spe yg malang jd balak ak tuhh .
• ak mudah nmpak kelemahan org . tatau mne dpt sifat tuhh . hohoho
• gilakan novel . layan lagu time free .

Dats it . act ak lbeyy simple .humble . na pecaye ke x.................TERSERAH . na knal ak lbeyhh detail,get to noe me very well . then u noe how i am   =)

p/s : ak da givup . ap nk jd ngn ak pon jd laaaa . ak da mls nk pduli .