ookeyhhhh . mmg da lme gile ak x on blogger nehh . byk sial prob ak since these few days . ufhhh . ak ase tencen sgt2 smpai xbole nk luah dlm blog p0n ! ak smpn n pndam sorg2 jerhh . tade sape p0n yg btol2 phm ak . org tg0k ak senyum , gelak . but no one noe that i faked my smile . so that sume org tg0k ak epy . bia kan g2 . even dlm aty ak tade spe yg tao ap yg ak rase .
arghhhhh ! ble pk blek ase sial gile . sume nehh sb cinta . neh laa sb nye npe ak sggup id0p sngle 4 almost 3years. ble telibat jerhh mst ad prob . n my prob diz time was the biggest one that ever happened in my life 4 the 1st time . n i really cant bear it anymore . i just cant ! ak tersepit antara kwn ngn org yg ak syg .
both ak syg . n i hav to make a choice . prob ak act, both of them mmbe rapat gile . pegi memane pon diorg mst ad . bkn nk kata ak belagak or bajet tp ak kena jaga aty 2 2 . xmao sb ak diorg ptus mmbe . tp mmg diorg act da gado ponnn . smpai xbecakap xteg0r . haihhh . lemah bt0l ak . then afte aksi gado2 n pjuk2 tejadi antara ktorg,at last sume oke . even da x oke mcm dulu lg da b4 ak tao both ske kn ak . oke . settle mslh tuhh .
now mslh len plakkk . adoyaiii . lpas satu satu . dh laa ak tgh byak ngn test & quiz skunk nehh . tencen sial !!!!
nk stdy pon ase xsenang . quiz pny soklan p0nn . ufhh . bapak susa . quiz xmcm quiz . da mcm test .
the other prob now showing is CT NIESA NAK KAWIN TEROS .
eyhhh . xlaa . kahkahkah . mslh satu lg pon ak tesepit jgk . ak da stat syg sum1 tp problemnye........................................ arghhhh . bia la . ak nk smpn jerhh . bia ak jerhh yg tao .
tp mmg aty ak siksa gile vavi . sdeyhh sgt2 . xtw nk buat kptsn cne . tiap kali behadapan dgn mslh nehh ak ase nk mam*** ter0s jerhh . xmao id0p lg da . tiap kali tuhh jgk ak ase nk nanges tp xtekeluar p0n airmata .
watever it is ak tetap kena kuat . ak xbole lemah . i have to !
even there is still no cure yet . i cant cure it myself . does it had been destined 4 me to face all diz ?
all alone by myself??? i cant rely on anyone .
Ya Allah . i cant face all this anymore . im hurting enuf . im not strong enuf . i beg U plez help me to solve this problem with the greatest ways eva .
SEMBUHKAN LAH ATY AK DGN SEGERA. . .
P/S : but somehow ak tetap epy jgk . sb on 16/02/11 ak bekesempatan utk berjumpa dgn Dr SMS a.k.a. Dr Syeikh Muzzafar Syukor . LIVE FOR THE 1ST TIME !!! ase mcm xcaye jerhh ble dk dkat gile ngn die . ase bangga . tp xsempat nk salam . xsempat nk amekk gmbr ngn die . sb rmai gile . rmai yg histeria kowtt dlm dewan . hes my prince charming n my idole . nsem sial ! time die snyum....ufhhh . cair dowhh !
n one more thing is laki yg ak admite tuhh . tnpa ak sangka2 dtg dpn ak n tg0r ak . hahaha . tekejowttt gile . best borak2 ngn die live g2 .
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